You’ve read the stories. And while they’re encouraging, they’re not enough and they’re not helping your current personal agony. Maybe the following places will help a bit more. Try. And try again. But never give up hope.
2) The Exceptional Seven Percent: The Nine Secrets of the Worlds Happiest Couples Dr. Gregory Popcak
I’ll add more resources as I find them. There are hundreds of options and help out there. Stay strong.